Friday, January 23, 2009

Spiralling down

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There comes a time when life takes its toll, and all the harm done to us throughout the years can no longer be kept at bay; when the pain our love has taken from others turns into just more pain inflicted by others on us; a time when we no longer have the strength to hold back and we feel used, abused and wasted.
That's when one or more opportunistic diseases take over, and we fall ill; and then we add to our suffering by questioning why life is so unfair, why bad things happen to good people, why is humankind so horrid and what are we doing in the middle of it; and we realize our way of living is stupid, for the whole world is a lie; and then we simply want to disappear once and for all from the face of the Earth.
That's when we cry and pray for deliverance.
And then we know for sure who really cares for us and who doesn't.
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